Everyday I learn a bit more about how useless I really am.
Follow me if you want it doesn't matter to me.
Anonymous asked: I don't know who you are, and you don't know me. I just wanted to say, I know what you are going trough. The pain you are feeling at this moment, you just want to forget everything and cry. Nothing matters anymore. But there is still one thing left, you need to believe in yourself :) I've been trough a lot the past 3 years and I don't want to wish my worst enemy the same pain I had in those years. Believe in yourself and everything will come right again, I know I believe in you. Anon
Thank you. But it still hurts and stuff happen I guess. There’s a lot to it and a lot of details to my problems. But thank you though.
I haven’t been on tumblr in two weeks. It doesn’t matter though. I want to delete my account, but I don’t know how or frankly care how to. I just won’t be on anymore.
I’ve already delete my facebook. As you can tell something wrong, but I won’t waste anyone time. I’m in a depressed state at the moment. A lot has happened to me. I used to have a friend who would always help me and cheer me up, but some stuff happen not 100% sure what, but yeah I can basically put two and two together. Anyways I told her I will always respect her decision and choices no matter what they may be. And if her choice is to not speak to me anymore it’s ok, but I will no longer be on facebook, tumblr, any social media, and won’t answer my phone no longer, until I can become someone I can be proud of or at least someone else can be proud of. I’ve wasted enough time of whoever read this, anyways Goodbye.
When it seems like they don’t care or miss you back?
I haven’t been on tumblr for a few days. Honestly I don’t really care anymore. I don’t care about almost everything. Sooner or later I’ll will either delete all social media I have or just won’t be on anymore. I feel as I’ve hit rock bottom. I’m feeling so much emotions right now. I don’t know which to choose, but all of them will take me to depression. My heart feels really hurt, but at the same time it feels dead and black.
Once a red beating heart filled with love, joy, happiness, and life. Is now a blacken heart encased in a pool of darkness, hate, misery, depression, and death.
It saddens me so many people have reblogged this, and so many people have felt this horrible feeling that I, too, have experienced. I wish I could do something for each soul. More than 25,000 people. Can’t believe.
More than 73,000 people now..